Some thoughts of the day in my mind.......
Today is saturday, yet I am sitting in some tutorial rm in nus, waiting for baby to finish his test which will end at 4pm! now is only 2.46pm, so I got plenty of time to surf net n do my blog!hee
Sometimes I really wonder if I really take things for granted! Cause sometimes I am just not contented in alot of things n it causes some pressure to the ppl around me, like baby!
Just now I was reading some gal's blog n after reading it, I really make me wonder n think abt alot of things! Last time when baby was still in army, I am contented just to see him when he can book out or give me a surprise! but now, maybe him n i have too much time on hand tat i tend to take things for granted! which makes me dont like abt myself!
Cause he always say tat I am over sensitive n over suspicious of the gals around him. I am someone who gets jealous n sensitive very easily! Then he said tat he treated his classmates very bad, n treated me very well, until they are jealous of me n want to see who i am! He talked to them very sarcasticly n when he talked to me, his tone of voice will just change until very gentle!
Sometimes I really wonder why i am like this? I dont like myself like tat! I want to be e same Ong Si Ni again! e Si Ni tat doesnt really care abt anything!
Anyway, I think I am going to sign up for course to learn golf cause I always want to learn although it is a very expensive sport! :)
Sometimes I really wonder if I really take things for granted! Cause sometimes I am just not contented in alot of things n it causes some pressure to the ppl around me, like baby!
Just now I was reading some gal's blog n after reading it, I really make me wonder n think abt alot of things! Last time when baby was still in army, I am contented just to see him when he can book out or give me a surprise! but now, maybe him n i have too much time on hand tat i tend to take things for granted! which makes me dont like abt myself!
Cause he always say tat I am over sensitive n over suspicious of the gals around him. I am someone who gets jealous n sensitive very easily! Then he said tat he treated his classmates very bad, n treated me very well, until they are jealous of me n want to see who i am! He talked to them very sarcasticly n when he talked to me, his tone of voice will just change until very gentle!
Sometimes I really wonder why i am like this? I dont like myself like tat! I want to be e same Ong Si Ni again! e Si Ni tat doesnt really care abt anything!
Anyway, I think I am going to sign up for course to learn golf cause I always want to learn although it is a very expensive sport! :)
posted by Si Ni as known as baby08 at
6:02 AM
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