Friday, October 01, 2004

Sad.....

I am still feeling very sad now, though Alvin has brought the cheese cake for me! I told him tat I wanted to eat cheese cake n kept begging him to bake! He baked it himself! He very nice hoh! Although it did brighten up my day a bit, but I still feel very sad inside.
He told me last night tat he has a high probability tat he cant give me an ending! When I heard him say 'Cause I didnt have the courage to say I didnt love you anymore, I didnt have the courage to break up with you n my preference has changed', my heart really broke into pieces. I can feel it hurting me inside!
This is the thirth or fourth time he has said abt breaking up liao.
Why cant I have someone who will love me? Why cant I be a gal who his parents will like? Why must I always have so many problems with him? Why must it always happen to me? Why must the bad things always happen to me?
I am a gal who has simple dreams although I always say I want a tai tai life! I only want a guy who will love me n we will live happily ever after!
Am I asking for too much?
I am really feeling very sad now n my tears is going to come out soon! But I cant cause I cant be a normal gal!

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