A sunshine gal?

I didnt know tat wat I blog in here, would bring sadness to someone till last nite. Wat I wrote for e previous entry was entirely wat I read from my friend's blog. I turn crazy after wat she wrote. I scolded ppl, sorry to e gal I spoke to last nite. I didnt mean to say u, I knew who is e HIM.
I am not e kind of person who will hide wat I want to say. I cant be nice to anyone. It is so difficult n tiring to be nice to everyone.
Sometime I felt tat I am so contradicting. Everytime I would say tat everyone has their freedom to write n feel watever they want, but I am not doing so. Tat is why I felt so hurt n in e end, I hurt my friend too. Everything is just a misunderstanding, I suppose. I am better now already.
Just read e testimonal Lily wrote in my friendster. If you have my friendster, u can go n read. She said tat I am like a sunshine gal. I am like shocked n I smiled after I read it. Cause I knew her less than 1 yr n I could actually being described as a sunshine gal by her. I enjoyed her company cause both of us could just talk abt anything. I would always run n talk to her, n we always walk to 'Mr Teh Tarik' to buy our drinks.
Hope tat I could always be a sunshine gal who will brighten up everyone's life. I dont like darkness, hope tat every cloud would have a silver lining. :)