Si Ni in a sian mood

So sian these few days. Kept having running nose for no particular reasons. Then felt so sleepy n got no mood to work. Got things for me to do but just do not feel like doing.
Yesterday night, I so poor thing. Kor kor dont let me sleep. He wanted me to keep him accompany when he is burning e paper cause today is the 15th. I tried to avoid but in e end, I still have to do it. My neighbour like a bit shocked when she saw wat I was wearing. I was wearing some old t-shirt n shorts n she kept staring at me. U can expect me to wear a gown when I go to bed right? You have to wear something comfortable when you go to bed. Felt so weird when she just stopped to look at me.
Then yesterday night, I kept listening to lee sheng jie 'ci xin que dui'. I suddenly felt tat I thought too much abt a topic. Alvin was like 'Little gal, grow up.' I think I should grow up already and not let anything stop me from growing. haha I mean in mental huh, cause I am way past e puberty age. haha
Someone help me, my client kept calling me cause I owed him something. I have to discuss it with my boss first mah, his mood these few days so fiery, so scary. Even called me up today to check where I was. Luckily I was in e office after I went down to scdf! But he today didnt come back, so how I tell him? I am going crazy. haha