Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Can someone tell me wat to do?

I think I am going crazy, even kor kor says so. I have watched 3 movies last week, almost in a row. Wed-White Noise, Fri-Hitch n Sat-Howl's Moving Castle. haha n e next movie is A series of Unfortunate Events.
I prefer Howl's Moving Castle. The lead guy, Howl is so yandao. The rumor in e show is tat if Howl caught u, he will take away ur heart. I was telling lin lin tat I dont mind if he caught me n take away my heart, he is just so yandao n sweet. I can imagine e gal lying in his shoulders being protected by him. I dont care if he is a half-human n half-bird. Is there such a nice n sweet person in reality? I really wonder.
But I am happy abt something. I received a blue rose from pa pa xiong on sat. She is very sweet n I really like e rose alot. Thank You, pa pa xiong. :)
n to all my friends, a Big Big thank you cause I know tat all of u will be there to protect n care abt me when I am happy or sad. Si Ni is lucky to know all of u cause I felt so pampered by all of u. :)
Anyway, I did something yesterday. I asked Ivy to write a letter of recommendation for me to join 'Love Bites'. haha It is a modern match-making show n it will be hosted by Kym Ng n Quan Yifeng n I sent in e form already. If e person got call me, u might be able to see me in e show. Who knows I might be able to find my new sunshine there! haha But I am scared tat all e ppl there all degree n old old one, then I so young. haha I look like a bad woman now. haha
Ask you all something. Wat is devotion?
A guy asks a gal to be devoted but can he do e same for e gal anot? I dont think so. Gals r always e foolish ones in a relationship and thinking tat e guy is also devoted to her.
He asks me to be his gf n ask me to be devoted, saying tat he will also stay devoted to me. His like has changed to love for me. Do you think tat I believe? or Do you think I should believe?
I think I am just too young to go into a relationship, even jie jie says so. But I need a guy to shower me with all his love, protect me from all weathers, hug me when I am sad or happy n defend me when I am right or wrong.
Which gal doesnt want? I am a gal still waiting to be loved by a guy. hee hee :p
But I am glad tat I have a big group of friends, kor kor n jie jie who will protect me, this little one. I am still e lucky one.
Can someone tell me wat to do abt my qn?

1 Comments:

Blogger efanny said...

hmm, i feel that everione wants someone to be totally devoted to them but when it comes to giving total devotion to someone else, most probably they can't or they won't.

want to be devoted to, but dun want to devote to.

yes! a guy will bring joy, love and even estascy into ur life...but so can a bird, a tortoise, a hamster, a xiao qiang( if u r weird enough lol)

no one can do everything for u, or fufill every need i think.

think u r not too young lo, its dat maybe u should think properly wat u reali wan in a relationship lo...:)point made: if u r not sure, dun try. haha...

love ya, n glad u like e flower. i like it too, n i like the receipent too:)

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