My entry for today

I am supposed to have lunch with alvin, lily n christine today at e Suntec City's porridge buffet. But in e end, they fang wo de fei qi, so bad! bo hu hu In e end, I went to play e drum game at e arcade. I was playing with a little gal. She is very cute n she really seems to believe a lot in me as she could just leave her wallet at e game stand while she went to change money. Very sweet looking n gentle little gal. Then I went to eat chicken rice n barley infront of Carffour. Felt like vomitting as I was eating it. I think I am going to fall sick again.
After tat, I walked all e way to e bus-stop and I felt so empty as memories seem to come back again. Memories of Suntec. Memories of everything. Made me felt so sad again.
I start to miss someone again. Was thinking wat if I saw him with his gf, wat I would do! But I felt so much better when I told myself tat I have nothing to do with him anymore so I should not bother abt it anymore.
I think I better go n find my next tree soon or my brain will start thinking abt e same old things again. haha So tat I can have someone to hug n love me or find him when I need someone to talk to.
Last night when I was watching e 9pm show on Ch8, I learn something new. If we have fate, we would meet up n be together again. Real beauty should be felt by the heart n not be seen with ur eyes.
But I am someone who see ppl with their looks n I would only be attracted by e guy if he has a face tat I am comfortable to.
I am a contracting person. I feel like being single now but yet, I also hope tat I can have a bf now. haha Can someone tell me wat to do? I got e feeling of getting married again n maybe have a kid or two. I think I am going crazy soon. hee hee :p
I better stop here or else I will start talking rubbish again. :p