Friday, March 11, 2005

Pls BELIEVE in ME!

I like this sentence when I was watching the 9pm show on Ch 8. The dad was telling the daughter to learn like the turtle who will hide in its shell when it is hurt, but when it is alright, it must stick out the head to see the world again.
I am extremely happy today. I was happy until last night that I have problem sleeping. I was spreading my happiness, wanting them to share my joy and yet wat I got in e end is a pail of cold water. Everyone was saying I was hiding my sadness and pretending I was fine. Some even asked me whether I have gone crazy.
To everyone: Si Ni is fine now and she is beginning to feel the happiness in her. Can all of u dont doubt her! The cut is still in my heart but I am trying very hard to let it heal. Why must all of u try to bring it out again? Why must u all hurt me again? I am not pretending, I am really very happy! I am trying to find my happiness now! I know wat I am doing, so stop acting like u all know me very well! Cause no one actually understood how I feel and wat I am now! My healing power is better than any normal gal, tat is why I can be happier faster than u all can expect!
There is another guy who wants to enter into my heart, why must u all say tat he is a substitute! Cant u let me try? I dont want to live in unhappiness anymore. That chapter in my life has ended and I want to start a brand new chapter! I am really really fine and I AM NOT PRETENDING! I live for myself and I want to choose happiness in my life!
I like the blue rose and I like the sender too! :) She is someone who I will treasure and will never forget this life. :)

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