The silly n foolish ME!
Sometime I really didnt know wat I want in life. I felt so lost.
I went out with him yesterday. We had our meal n after tat, ktv session.
The flash backs of our past kept coming back to me when we were singing. I kept singing sad songs n my tears nearly dropped again when I was singing 'diary' by kelly chen. At e point of time, how I wish we were together. Then I can be able to lay on u instead of sitting alone on the couch.
Frankly speaking, I really felt so useless. He is e only guy who can make me smile n laugh now.
When we are about to say goodbye, I have to be so useless that I kept telling myself tat there is parting after every meeting. I felt so sad. I cried again.
I think wat I can do now is to bury u deep in my heart and dont tell anyone abt it. haha How I wish I could do tat. My brain just dont want to listen to me.
Wat I am writing now really make me feel tat I am so silly n foolish. Why must I still think of it when u r pushing me away? Pushing me away to a place tat u think is suitable for me.
U think tat I am still a kid now tat I need someone to decide on wat path I must walk in e future? haha
The tears in me felt like falling down again. I felt so sad when I heard e background noise. The familiar noise of Suntec City. The gal who has found e key to ur heart n e denial from u.
Why bother to be so nice to me again when u have already placed another gal in ur heart? e gal who wants u to join her for 3 hrs n u r willing to go down n accompany her.
When I want to go to Sentosa, u r so reluctant n finding all excuses not to go. Why she can make u go n not me?
WHY AM I SO USELESS? I dont like e present me! I hate e present me NOW!
I went out with him yesterday. We had our meal n after tat, ktv session.
The flash backs of our past kept coming back to me when we were singing. I kept singing sad songs n my tears nearly dropped again when I was singing 'diary' by kelly chen. At e point of time, how I wish we were together. Then I can be able to lay on u instead of sitting alone on the couch.
Frankly speaking, I really felt so useless. He is e only guy who can make me smile n laugh now.
When we are about to say goodbye, I have to be so useless that I kept telling myself tat there is parting after every meeting. I felt so sad. I cried again.
I think wat I can do now is to bury u deep in my heart and dont tell anyone abt it. haha How I wish I could do tat. My brain just dont want to listen to me.
Wat I am writing now really make me feel tat I am so silly n foolish. Why must I still think of it when u r pushing me away? Pushing me away to a place tat u think is suitable for me.
U think tat I am still a kid now tat I need someone to decide on wat path I must walk in e future? haha
The tears in me felt like falling down again. I felt so sad when I heard e background noise. The familiar noise of Suntec City. The gal who has found e key to ur heart n e denial from u.
Why bother to be so nice to me again when u have already placed another gal in ur heart? e gal who wants u to join her for 3 hrs n u r willing to go down n accompany her.
When I want to go to Sentosa, u r so reluctant n finding all excuses not to go. Why she can make u go n not me?
WHY AM I SO USELESS? I dont like e present me! I hate e present me NOW!
posted by Si Ni as known as baby08 at
7:18 AM
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