The useless me
I really believe in first impression alot! If u cant pass through my first impression of u, u cant make it already.
I went to meet Sebastian yesterday already. The first thing tat came to my mind when I met him was I want to go home. He is really tall n big size.
I only ate two sushi and 1 chawanmushi for tat dinner at Sakae Sushi yesterday at Bugis. Those who have came out dinner with me should have known my appetite. On one hand, it was him and on the other hand, I really cant eat cause my appetite has become smaller.
Then he asked me if he still have a chance, my answer was like maybe. Cause I felt tat I was rather bad to him and I should not say things tat will hurt him.
We walked from Bugis to Suntec to Marina Sq. He is just too quiet, or rather I dont know how to appreciate the cold n lame jokes tat he crack. When we were walking to take bus, my steps are rather unbalanced as I was going to fall asleep soon. He offered to hold but I kindly rejected. He even said tat he was looking at me all e while so I would not have e chance of falling down. Sounds a bit rou ma but I was a tiny winy bit touched.
When I sat beside him in e bus, I suddenly felt tat I am very small in size.
He is a nice guy afterall. He would help me carry the things tat I buy and pei me wherever I go. But he is not e type of guy I would want as a bf.
When he alighted from e bus, I sat all e way home. When I heard this song 'Heng Ai Heng Ai Ni', my tears came falling down again. I cried in e bus cause I have became useless again. My mind starts to think of him again. The lyrics really made me cry even more and I cried even when I reached home.
When I was thinking tat he would never hear n know abt my tears, he called me. We actually have xi you ling xi till now. When I cried, he can hear.
I like this sentence 'I dont want to be your princess, I want to be your happiness!'.
I know u still read my blog till now, I just want to tell u tat I really want to be ur happiness. I know I am useless and silly. But when I passed by e octagon window yesterday, I start to think abt u saying tat we would go there one day.
I really felt so useless! Why must I think of u? Why must I cry because of u again? Why cant I go n look for another tree, instead of thinking of u? Why must my tears travel to ur ears? Why must u feel so happy when him n I didnt work out?
I really hope and pray tat I would become strong again and start with my new tree! A tree tat would be able to protect n care for me!
I went to meet Sebastian yesterday already. The first thing tat came to my mind when I met him was I want to go home. He is really tall n big size.
I only ate two sushi and 1 chawanmushi for tat dinner at Sakae Sushi yesterday at Bugis. Those who have came out dinner with me should have known my appetite. On one hand, it was him and on the other hand, I really cant eat cause my appetite has become smaller.
Then he asked me if he still have a chance, my answer was like maybe. Cause I felt tat I was rather bad to him and I should not say things tat will hurt him.
We walked from Bugis to Suntec to Marina Sq. He is just too quiet, or rather I dont know how to appreciate the cold n lame jokes tat he crack. When we were walking to take bus, my steps are rather unbalanced as I was going to fall asleep soon. He offered to hold but I kindly rejected. He even said tat he was looking at me all e while so I would not have e chance of falling down. Sounds a bit rou ma but I was a tiny winy bit touched.
When I sat beside him in e bus, I suddenly felt tat I am very small in size.
He is a nice guy afterall. He would help me carry the things tat I buy and pei me wherever I go. But he is not e type of guy I would want as a bf.
When he alighted from e bus, I sat all e way home. When I heard this song 'Heng Ai Heng Ai Ni', my tears came falling down again. I cried in e bus cause I have became useless again. My mind starts to think of him again. The lyrics really made me cry even more and I cried even when I reached home.
When I was thinking tat he would never hear n know abt my tears, he called me. We actually have xi you ling xi till now. When I cried, he can hear.
I like this sentence 'I dont want to be your princess, I want to be your happiness!'.
I know u still read my blog till now, I just want to tell u tat I really want to be ur happiness. I know I am useless and silly. But when I passed by e octagon window yesterday, I start to think abt u saying tat we would go there one day.
I really felt so useless! Why must I think of u? Why must I cry because of u again? Why cant I go n look for another tree, instead of thinking of u? Why must my tears travel to ur ears? Why must u feel so happy when him n I didnt work out?
I really hope and pray tat I would become strong again and start with my new tree! A tree tat would be able to protect n care for me!
posted by Si Ni as known as baby08 at
7:26 AM
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