Where is my hm?

The house that has provided me with shelter, warmth and care for the past 17 yrs has been sold to a china couple.
I felt so sad till today. My tears would just drop down whenever I think of the memories that I have in that house. Whenever I felt weary or being bullied, the first thought in my mind was to go hm. Only then I would feel safe.
I actually missed my kor kor. When he is at hm, I know I would be safe. Safe from the occasional knocking at the door and the unknown sound from dont know where. I heard from his gf tat his mood was pretty bad n would vent anger on his contractors as I didnt choose to stay with him. My kor kor is someone who kept everything to himself, just like my mom.
Since I have made up my mind to choose to stay on my own, I hope tat I wouldnt regret my decision. The auntie whom I am staying with is kind to me but tat house or rm is not mine.
The world is so big n yet it doesnt have a space for me.
I miss everything in tat house from my kor kor, all e rms, pillow, toys, radio, lightings, television n alot alot more.
I want to go hm. But where is my hm?