Lost

I am lost in this world!
I have lost my direction in knowing what I want in my life!
I thought I found it but I realised tat it might not be the thing tat I want.
The course tat I am studying now make me think alot!
I have lost the interest in cherishing some things in life!
Where is my sign of direction? Will I still be lost in this world?
Will there still be any changes in my life? I am tired of changes! My life has changed ever since I am in Pri 4! Major change when I am in Sec 3! Life has never been the same!
Things have changed for the worse n it made me see the true colours of certain people!
Dont ask me for the reason as some thing are made to be keep unknown! For those who know, hope tat u keep it to urself! thanks
I dont like e present me! I want to escape from this reality world! It is just too cruel to me n I cant take it anymore!
PS: Dear cousins, if you do read my blog, do keep to urself watever I write! Some things are not made to be said! All e best to ur exams n ur relationship! :)