Apology

Was reading my previous entries just now and realised alot of things.

I have a bunch of friends there for me, consoling n caring for me when I was really down but time n time again, I hurt them with my words intentionally or unintentionally. I am sorry if I have hurt you. When I am angry or sad, I tend to say things without thinking n hurting u in e end. I sincerely hope that all of you will accept my apology.

Maybe I am too self-centered, afraid tat others will hurt me. My auntie said tat to me yesterday n realised tat she was right. I am self-centered.

When one starts to grow old n realise tat the number of friends she has before has started to decrease, she is scared. Who will be there for her if she cries one day?

She is scared. She has no one to turn to.