The angry n independent me
Went for golf practice on tue for abt 3hrs with baby. It was extremely tiring but I think it was worth my effort. When I went for my lesson on sun, the coach seemed happy abt my improvement. He was videotapping my movements n kept making fun of my silly mistakes. He kept laughing at it n made me so paiseh abt it. After my lesson, I practised for another 1 hr n my hands got more blisters after tat. Hurts.
Last wk when I came back from my mc on tue, I realised tat things in work have changed again. It really made me extremely pissed off. I understand tat she is my superior but I feel tat she should at least let me know in advance n not me being the last one to know. Felt quite sad. I am always e one who have to pave the walkway n others will get to enjoy the fruits of my labour. The mgt of the buildings have just changed, I managed to build an relationship with them n now I have to go n redo e whole process with another. Wat do they think I am? Road paver? Why should I tolerate all e scoldings from the mgt n worse still, someone who is a extremely lower status than me? Or rather a dog?! wahaha
Get someone who has higher salary n higher position than me to do tat! The position n salary I have will not let u do wtatever u want to me! Dont forget tat there is a MOM around n I still have my 2 days of unofficial leave! Sorry will not let u get away with it! I believe tat there is retribution again! Be careful! Dont forget abt it!
I went to submit my resignation letter but it was being rejected again! Second time in one mth! Can you believe in it? Resignation letter been rejected for second time? Cause of stupid reasons! Cause my so called 'considerate' director was worried tat I got no job after I quit! I felt like telling her her fav sentence 'Wat's your problem?' I believe tat I will be happier after I quit.
At least my health could be much better than now n I will be able to regain my happiness! haha I hope so.
I have been thinking of a certain matter on sat. When I am poor, no one cares abt me. They dont care whether I have a roof over my head or when I need money, they turn away. Now they need money, they think of me. I have to provide them with the cash. Hello, I am not an atm machine! Watever cash I have now, it is none of ur business! Dont come n control on wat I spend or how I spend! If u need money to buy anything, dont come n find me! I am not a money provider! I dont owe anyone any living! My cash is mine! If u need money, go n find ur parents or ur husband, not me! I will remember wat have been done on me previously! All e hurts n sufferings I will get back one day! Believe it anot! I am no longer the si ni whom u have once known, I have grown to be more independent as wat u have wished!
Last wk when I came back from my mc on tue, I realised tat things in work have changed again. It really made me extremely pissed off. I understand tat she is my superior but I feel tat she should at least let me know in advance n not me being the last one to know. Felt quite sad. I am always e one who have to pave the walkway n others will get to enjoy the fruits of my labour. The mgt of the buildings have just changed, I managed to build an relationship with them n now I have to go n redo e whole process with another. Wat do they think I am? Road paver? Why should I tolerate all e scoldings from the mgt n worse still, someone who is a extremely lower status than me? Or rather a dog?! wahaha
Get someone who has higher salary n higher position than me to do tat! The position n salary I have will not let u do wtatever u want to me! Dont forget tat there is a MOM around n I still have my 2 days of unofficial leave! Sorry will not let u get away with it! I believe tat there is retribution again! Be careful! Dont forget abt it!
I went to submit my resignation letter but it was being rejected again! Second time in one mth! Can you believe in it? Resignation letter been rejected for second time? Cause of stupid reasons! Cause my so called 'considerate' director was worried tat I got no job after I quit! I felt like telling her her fav sentence 'Wat's your problem?' I believe tat I will be happier after I quit.
At least my health could be much better than now n I will be able to regain my happiness! haha I hope so.
I have been thinking of a certain matter on sat. When I am poor, no one cares abt me. They dont care whether I have a roof over my head or when I need money, they turn away. Now they need money, they think of me. I have to provide them with the cash. Hello, I am not an atm machine! Watever cash I have now, it is none of ur business! Dont come n control on wat I spend or how I spend! If u need money to buy anything, dont come n find me! I am not a money provider! I dont owe anyone any living! My cash is mine! If u need money, go n find ur parents or ur husband, not me! I will remember wat have been done on me previously! All e hurts n sufferings I will get back one day! Believe it anot! I am no longer the si ni whom u have once known, I have grown to be more independent as wat u have wished!
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