Sadness in my heart! :(

I am happy this Christmas but I felt a slight sadness in my heart when I came back to office just now. I went off early to do something at abt 4.40pm, so I wouldnt know wat happen in the office.
I know tat Christmas is a season of sharing and giving but almost everyone's table has her gift except mine. I know tat I shouldnt expect a return of gift from ppl but u know, e sadness is still lingering at my heart!
It felt so sad when u see ppl's table got her gift, except mine! I know I am not her fav but but........
I dont know ....... Maybe she felt tat I dont deserve her present! Maybe! I dont know!