Entry on fri early morning

I have finally completed my 1st 2 events on tue n wed continually. Happy n tired n irritated are the words that I would describe after the events.

The 1st event is still ok, except that the client's guests suddenly wanted to drink beer n we have to supply for them. Luckily the bartender is a expert n moved in the machines n the client spent quite a amount on beer.

The 2nd event was not gd at the end. The clients were nice n they were happy after the event. It is just the so-called experienced bartender that sucks! I am just asking n not questioning. He misunderstood my tone n it was being spread tat I argued with him. Hello, he raised his voice at me n not e other way round!

n I did a big mistake after the event! I cried in the office at 10plus pm n two managers saw my red face n eyes n told my boss abt it! I tried to endure my tears but I failed! The tears just dropped like no one's business!

I felt so bullied! I am just trying to do my work n I am being misunderstood! I am being said tat I am someone tat I do things in my way! Am I? Maybe I am!

'Learn with an open heart' is one sentence tat I kept hearing these two days. I am willing to learn but with a knowledge in wat he or she is saying! I have 4 diff ppl trying me diff things! Who is right n who is wrong? How am I supposed to know?

Enough of my work! I must try to do my draft!