Saturday, June 23, 2007

Thoughts of mine

Was watching a TVB show on tue - mon this wk. E show is "Nan Ren Zhi Ku'.

A 21 epsiode drama, I finished it in abt 4 days time. Watching from maybe 11pm onwards till 3plus am. Causing me to wake up later n later each day n not able to sleep during e night.

A nice show with meaning behind. E main guy in e show looks like one of my guy friends. haha I think in e show, he n his gf quite bad luck cause e gal got pregnant on their first try. E guy took up responsibility n married her. He was really nice to her during her pregnancy n after she gave birth. Would any guy do tat for me?

Wat I meant was would any guy be as nice to me like e guy was nice to his wife? E last thing I would want to do is to get pregnant before I am married! I am one who still believe n stick to old custom of getting married first, then pregnant n e first child must be a BOY!

Still remember e time at Amoy St tat e cleaner heard wat I said n said tat I belong to e old times. I grew up hearing tat n of course, I will be influenced by it. haha

Suddenly realised tat some of my friends have got married at my age. Got an urge of getting married n have a place which is mine. Realised tat I am no longer young n I have yet to accomplish anything! But I know it is yet impossible now. sighs Maybe I am one whom one thinks tat I am not e gal worthy to be married to! haha *Silly ME*

Things r happening everyday in my life. How I wish I have a place of mine n run back when I am tired n cry. How I wish things r much simpler nowadays n I might be a happier gal.

Think I am too tired n my thoughts start running wild.

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