Pls let me go!

Doc diagnosed me having piles!

After knowing it, I am half happy half sad! An answer tat I am quite disappointed! Why isnt it e other answer? If today is e other answer, would I be happy? I dont know! But maybe it will be a form of release? I think?!

He called me e other day sounding so polite! A call from them will not be gd! To them, I am a tool to use only! Once use will be dumped after tat!

Why must my worry for them always be a tool for them to use? I am worried for him but he is only thinking of ways of making use of me!

I treasure my family but do they treasure me? I dont think so! I want to place down e burden as it is so heavy! It is heavy until it is making me breathless!

Cant we just dont disturb each other n just go on with our own life? Pls!

You r pushing me to e dead end soon! Once I cant take it, I will deal it on my own way!