Why?! An answer tat willnt be given!

I felt disappointed today! n my useless tears drop down again! Why am I so useless?!!

I know e answer to e qn beforehand but given e stubborn me, I asked! To my expectation, it is e answer I know wat I will get!

Why must I be so stubborn n get myself hurt! I know e answer but why must I ask?! I am not a gd employee in e first place, why should she help?! I am not gd to be worthy for someone to fight for me! They willnt believe me!

Why must I get myself hurt? Why must I come out of my shell?

Why trust tat someone will be gd to u, if u r gd to them!!

The number of whys in my head will never be answered!