My life..

I feel so useless.. The more I try not to disappoint anyone especially those who help me, e more mistakes I make..

Why am I like tat? When I get anxious or nervous, my hands feel cold n my brain goes blank.. Cant I be a bit better?

Why cant I do e things tat ppl can? When I want to excel in my work, my body got to fail me.. My gastric is back again.. It has to become worse than before..

Is it just me? Or is it just tat I have to be a failure in my life?