Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Me again..

Time really fly past very quickly.. I have used this blog for 5 yrs plus..

Started writing on this blog as my past time n a place to vent my frustration..

In this 5 yrs plus, a lot of things have happened be it gd or bad.. Was reading quite a few entries tat i wrote n i got mixture of feelings.. I would say many of the bad memories started coming back into me..

Is my choice tat I have chosen the last time correct?

Anyway, I handled up one of the proposals up but it was rejected. I didnt put in much effort into doing it. If this proposal was being given to the landlord, I think I would die on the spot if they are to sign the contract. I have to re-do n this time, I shall put in more effort in doing..

I felt so stressed this time round again.. My two bosses gave gd comments abt me to the landlord (according to wat they say) n i have to prove myself useful so tat their recommendations r not wrong.

Soemtime I do ask myself these qns:
Am I suitable for this line? Surely, I do not know.. I still hope tat I could go into tv production line.
Am I worth of them being gd to me? Surely, I do not know again. I am worried tat their expectations of me will fail.

I am not confident of myself as wat usally ppl say.. I do admit tat. I have to change for the gd this year 2010..

Jiayou, Si Ni! You can do it! :)

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