Why?!

Almost everytime when it is going to be 7th month (Chinese calendar), I will always feel so sad.. Sad tat I couldnt see them anymore.. Even if they come, I wouldnt be able to see though I would feel scared.. I do envy those who have cause I dont have.. Those who could still share their happiness or sadness with them, while I couldnt..

I am wondering today why the good people must die young while the idiot ppl are still living in this world? Why must it be so unfair? Cant they just vanish out of this world? The good deserves a life and not them! Why are they still alive?!

Arent there any justice in this world?! Why?! They are simply so many whys in my head..