Monday, October 03, 2011

The depressed me..

How many a time have I been asking myself when I can start afresh and start on my new job? Ever since my resignation, I have sending lots and lots of emails for application of jobs..

Though I have received call from 1 saying she will have to ask her manager but till now, no reply, another say as if that they will hire me at the start but I just received an email from them saying tat they have hired another and another ask me to go for interview and till now, no reply..

What have I done to deserve this? Why she can get away without feeling bad or being punished, whereas I have no job at all?! When is karma going after her?!

I have been digging into my savings and it is going lesser and lesser. The worst is I have to hear from him saying tat 'I see how long this is going to last without you finding a job.' This is seriously the last thing I would want to hear. As if I have not been trying, so pls keep your mouth shut because you are not feeling wat I have feeling now.

The rest of the ppl, 2 I would say just want to know why I left my job. Is it so nice of rubbing salt onto ppl's wounds? Cant they just leave things as it is?! Though my jie jie asks me to put down wat has happened as I was crying horribly while talking to her but the wound is still so fresh.. Some wounds just dont heal just like tat..

Seriously, what else I must do to get myself a job? I hate the life of no job. Everyday waking up to days where money is going out and not coming in. I am one who is not born with silver spoon. I need job! I am not enoying any moment of this!

When can I work and tell myself tat this is a new beginning?! God, pls tell me.. :)

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