Hopsital.. NO!
For those who really know me well (If I ever tell u), I dont like the idea of going hospital unless I am supposed to go. I dislike the smell from the hospital and the unhappy memories would just come to my mind.
2 weeks ago, I went to the hospital again as I havent visited her for quite a while due to my tired weekdays and not feeling well. I kinda of regretted it after the visit.
For the past few days, I have been hearing from her mum tat she is feeling ok and would be coming out on the Monday. When I visited her on the Sunday, it didnt seem to be the case. Though she is more awake and doesnt need the breathing tube in her mouth, she seems more ill.
The look on the face when she saw me really scared me. It didnt seem to be the her whom I have known, no longer the friendly and warm-looking pair of eyes. I was quite relunctant to go in the room at first but I went in after tat.
The words tat came out of her mouth didnt make me any comfortable. The words tat I heard were 'I want to die' repeatedly and 'I have tolerated enough, tell the doctor tat I want to die'. When I heard those words, I felt so sad. She went in due to her cough but she has stayed there for almost 1 month already.
Her husband and daughter were there in the room but her only thought was to die. Though her husband tried to comfort her, it didnt seem to work. It made me feel so sad. I have known her for 4 yrs and these 4 yrs, she has always been a kind-loving soul to me and I treated her as my sister.
I know she has tolerated alot while she was in the hospital but I could not make her feel any better. If it was in my case, I would have given up already. I would not be able to stand the injections, medicine, the breathing tubes and alot more.
She has became better nowadays as when I called her, she was able to talk to me properly. She was able to sms too. Hopefully she can get out of tat hospital by this week and come home.
Just want her to get well soon and come back hm, I miss u.. :)
2 weeks ago, I went to the hospital again as I havent visited her for quite a while due to my tired weekdays and not feeling well. I kinda of regretted it after the visit.
For the past few days, I have been hearing from her mum tat she is feeling ok and would be coming out on the Monday. When I visited her on the Sunday, it didnt seem to be the case. Though she is more awake and doesnt need the breathing tube in her mouth, she seems more ill.
The look on the face when she saw me really scared me. It didnt seem to be the her whom I have known, no longer the friendly and warm-looking pair of eyes. I was quite relunctant to go in the room at first but I went in after tat.
The words tat came out of her mouth didnt make me any comfortable. The words tat I heard were 'I want to die' repeatedly and 'I have tolerated enough, tell the doctor tat I want to die'. When I heard those words, I felt so sad. She went in due to her cough but she has stayed there for almost 1 month already.
Her husband and daughter were there in the room but her only thought was to die. Though her husband tried to comfort her, it didnt seem to work. It made me feel so sad. I have known her for 4 yrs and these 4 yrs, she has always been a kind-loving soul to me and I treated her as my sister.
I know she has tolerated alot while she was in the hospital but I could not make her feel any better. If it was in my case, I would have given up already. I would not be able to stand the injections, medicine, the breathing tubes and alot more.
She has became better nowadays as when I called her, she was able to talk to me properly. She was able to sms too. Hopefully she can get out of tat hospital by this week and come home.
Just want her to get well soon and come back hm, I miss u.. :)
posted by Si Ni as known as baby08 at
10:18 AM
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