Just the sad me..

This corner of my table have kept me accompany for the past 1 year..

In this 1 year, I have added and lessen items into this corner.. Adding melody to it to brighten up my day..
Calendar to let me know the public holidays and which date it is today.. Placing impt notes to keep me reminded of the things.. Listening to online radio channel 99.9fm when I come to work on Mon - Fri and Sat when I have to work.. It is a taiwanese channel.. Do go and listen to it.. It is worth listening..

As days get nearer to 20 Apr '11, I feel a sign of relief and sadness..

Relief cause I am finally leaving.. Yeah.. :) I have also been contemplating to leave this job when I hit the bottom but I still didnt go.. Though 1 of my friend has emailed me couple of available jobs but everytime I hold back..

Sadness cause I am only getting a bit closer to the present colleagues now and after tat, everyone will be separated..

Though I said tat I didnt want to do this project anymore, but it is like my first baby and I came back to this place after 3 years.. So I have a mixed feeling now..'

Maybe this is just life.. U willnt be with this person or company for life.. In the first place I should not feel so atached to anyone or anything.. Argh..